they’re fun and all dont get me wrong
just losing yourself in the music and moving however it makes you feel. its great -
at least it was fun until i realized i was the only one out of all of my friends…. i mean really they were hardly moving! is bobbing your head to the beat really considered dancing? standing in a circle and watching everyone be retarded is supposed to help you loosen up right? realize that everyone looks stupid so you might as well have fun while looking stupid? but no. standing and head bobbing is all i saw.
so i moved on to trying to find a girl to dance with. and grinding isnt like all i want to do in life. but it can be fun. so i left my not-dancing friends and looked around for someone who’d be fun. but everywhere i looked there were 1) girls who think grinding is dirty and sexual and yuck yuck yuck never do that ever 2) girls who i dont know well enough and 3) girls who already have boyfriends. so i didn’t grind. i spent the last half hour of the dance away from the dance floor talking to Nate. so it was fun, i guess. but somehow unsatisfying.
and seeing everyone dancing together and making out and holding hands… it just makes you feel so SINGLE. oh well. perhaps prom will be better?
